I Can't Get No Satisfaction

This is a world where we are constantly reminded we could always be just a little thinner, just a little more hip, just a little further down the road from where we are. Maybe it’s not my circumstances that need fixing, but my chronic dissatisfaction.

In Philippians 4:11, Paul wrote, “I have learned to be content whatever the circumstances” (TNIV). That’s a pretty impressive statement coming from a guy who was imprisoned, tortured, starved, defamed and tossed over the side of a ship. Paul said his secret was the living Christ within him. Through Paul’s union with the indwelling Christ, he found he could live in peace, joy and freedom whatever may come.

That’s good Christian theology, but how does this flesh out in reality? Here’s how it recently unfolded for me. Early one morning on vacation I sat looking out across Kentucky Lake, which is about 170,000 acres. Whether it’s the ocean or our neighborhood pond, I have always felt a certain wonder around the water. Sitting at the lake, the Spirit spoke to me the words of Psalm 42: “Deep calls to deep in the roar of your waterfalls; all your waves and breakers have swept over me.” The Spirit captured my imagination, which was caught up in the mystery of the waters—its depths, its freedom of flow, its beauty and majesty, its gentleness, its power. The Spirit made me aware of the flow of divine life within. Waves of divine love swept over me. Suddenly I felt freedom sitting there gazing out upon the waters. Its depths had stirred the deep places within me where God dwells.

What if God is always responding to the world in such a way, but most of the time we don’t tap into it? We don’t let our guard down and feel.

Jesus once said, “No one is good—except God alone” (Mark 10:18). It seems to follow then that every truly “good” emotion would have to originate from God. Sure, we are capable of producing all sorts of harmful feelings ourselves—lust, anger, greed, hate, egotism, self-interest. But truly good feelings we experience inside—such as joy, peace, love, freedom, hope, courage and compassion—must originate from God. Many people strive, struggle and endeavor to experience God. When we experience these deep realities within us, we are.

True freedom is being liberated from our misplaced dependencies for life, love, worth, significance, peace and fulfillment. I’ve discovered my most significant felt needs in life correspond with a deeper need that only God Himself can satisfy. For example, a woman feels the need to be loved by a man, but the deeper need is to be loved perfectly and unconditionally. Face it, no guy is that good! Most people want to feel their lives matter and set out to make their mark in the world. But if you look to the world to tell you who you are, you’re in for one wild and painful ride. Do well, and you’re a hero; screw up, and you’re a zero.

Paul’s word content seems a little weak, but it actually describes a very powerful freedom. What if we were content (satisfied and fulfilled) with God’s perfect love and were free to give love, rather than constantly maneuvering to get it? Or what if we were content with our identity in God and were free to serve the world, rather than trying to prove we have a right to exist in it. Geez, all this time I’ve been seeking life, love, worth out there somewhere only to find that the source of all of these was inside me all the time through the risen Christ. No person, endeavor, thrill, formula or achievement is capable of delivering what we all crave deep within. There’s always something that could go better, but the peace and joy God provides go with you ... even if life throws you overboard. That’s freedom!

 In Colossians 1:26-27, Paul wrote, “The mystery that has been kept hidden for ages and generations ... is Christ in you.” I’m finding that true freedom is available in this mystery. The same God who speaks to us through the Scriptures or in worship is inside of me offering the present reality of His kingdom, a kingdom of grace, peace, joy, love, life and freedom. When we feel it, we are experiencing the flow of divine life within us. I don’t need to go to Kentucky Lake to find it.

As I walk through life, when I am confronted with some decision or perspective about something, I ask myself, “Will doing or believing this bring freedom?” If doing or believing it points me in the direction of liberation, grace and love, I go with it. If doing or believing something stimulates fear, captivity, legalism, dependency, hatred or condemnation, I turn the other way. I wonder if that’s why all the sinners in the Gospels were drawn to Jesus. Just being in His presence and listening to His words stirred freedom in their souls.

I am often guilty of thinking an improved set of life circumstances would make everything better. God cares about our circumstances, and I’m quite sure I am largely unaware of all the ways He is involved in them, but the Spirit is showing me that God is seeking my welfare on a deeper level. I am prone to depend on circumstances to supply something that only God Himself within me can give. When it all falls apart, and I’m left sifting through the rubble of life’s disappointments, difficulties and disasters, God whispers, “I AM what you’re looking for.” He’s the satisfaction I’ve been searching for. He’s not hard to locate; He’s inside me

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David Mendoza

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David Mendoza commented…

Beautifully written article! I have been a rut recently, and over the last few days have felt God calling out to me. He wants me to break free of my self-imposed chains, and gain freedom in him. This sensation is overwhelming, and your article further confirms his intentions in my life! God bless!

Liane

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Liane commented…

This reminds me of a really humbling time when I was at a 4 hour worship service that alternated between musical worship and lessons and stuff. During a break, my mom called and told me my dad, who has chronic heart disease, was in the hospital due to a heart attack. 5 minutes later, the service started again -- with the song "Blessed Be Your Name". I walked out and couldn't sing it.

Boy, it's so easy to forget and fall into the trap of a misplaced identity. I don't really think of myself as being "chronically discontent," but I guess discontentment causes me to misplace my identity. Good article :)

Christiaan Keaton

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Christiaan Keaton commented…

Absolutely! Loved your honesty and true expressive style. I can so relate to this - this is why the scriptures constantly urge us to seek Him, persevere and renew our minds. We are human and we often forget the Who and focus on the whats of life. ;)

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BillE commented…

We struggle against the flesh as Paul teaches us in Romans. It is only through faith in Jesus Christ and with the help of the Holy Spirit that we can achieve righteousness. We humans will always struggle against the flesh as long as the flesh exists, so we must march forward, forward, forward especially when we experience temporary failures.

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