Pursuing Singleness

Until I quit dating and decided to pursue celibacy, I’d never actually met a single Christian who was not interested in finding a mate. Have you ever met someone who has chosen singleness? I am not talking about being single as an inevitable state before getting married. Being not-yet-married is not the same as making a conscious decision to forsake the possibility of love and marriage in order to pursue the Lord's work wholeheartedly. I am referring to singleness or celibacy as an act of sacrificial worship, offering one's body as a living sacrifice to God (Romans 12:1-2).

More than five years ago, as a twentysomething, career-oriented woman, I decided to pursue celibacy. My decision was not well thought-out; on the heels of a breakup, I decided to drop out of the dating-and-romance race for one year. As I came to depend more on prayer, Scripture and meditation to exert control over my mind and body, I not only persevered through my new austere life style, but found it to be a profound learning experience. I realized I came to see men as more complex people when there was no possibility that romance could develop. I found I had much more time to devote to my Lord's service without all the excitement of meeting guys, dating them and eventually moving on. Now, not quite six years down this road, I love celibacy. It has been a profound experience of growth and worship. I would be honored if God saw fit to keep me single. On the other hand, I have taken no vow; I am not a nun. If it becomes clear than marriage is right for me, I can live with that too. No matter which path I follow, I will always be an advocate for singleness because I deeply believe that it is part of God's plan.

So, why choose singleness?

There are a couple of direct New Testament references to singleness. Our Lord said: "For some are eunuchs because they were born that way; others were made that way by men; and others have renounced marriage because of the kingdom of heaven. The one who can accept this should accept it" (Matthew 19:12).

While Jesus gave validity to the single life in this passage from Matthew, it was the apostle Paul who explained in detail why singleness can be such a productive lifestyle choice for those who serve God.

"I would like you to be free from concern. An unmarried man is concerned about the Lord's affairs—how he can please the Lord. But a married man is concerned about the affairs of this world—how he can please his wife— and his interests are divided. An unmarried woman or virgin is concerned about the Lord's affairs: Her aim is to be devoted to the Lord in both body and spirit. But a married woman is concerned about the affairs of this world—how she can please her husband. I am saying this for your own good, not to restrict you, but that you may live in a right way in undivided devotion to the Lord" (I Corinthians 7: 32-35).

So, are singles part of God's plan? Jesus indicates they are. Why is singleness useful in the Kingdom? Paul explains that following God with reckless abandon requires people to leave behind all earthly attachments that distract them from the Lord's affairs.

These two passages really cut to the heart of me. I do want to offer my whole life to my God's service. I long for my heart to be aligned with His. If remaining single will make me more available for His service, then I can think of no better use of my life.

In the last few years that I have been pursuing celibacy, I have been shocked to hear some of the assumptions people make about single Christian women. No, I don't feel like God owes me a husband and I don't feel disappointed that one has not appeared. No, I don't have trouble getting dates. In fact, I have become an expert at avoiding and/or turning down potential suitors. No, my father wasn't absent or abusive or bad to my mother. He is a good Christian man who has been a faithful, loving husband and father for more than 30 years. And no, I am not angry at men, hiding from men, gay or sexually confused.

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Yet I do understand why so many folks need to "explain" my choice. Our culture, both the larger culture and our Western, protestant, church culture, has no place for single women. There are no official channels for women who wish to dedicate their lives to the Lord's service. If a woman chooses to give up the possibility of being a wife and giving birth to children, then that woman must be damaged in some way, right? Truth be told, I do not believe anyone consciously thinks I am damaged. But I do suspect, based on the concerned looks and pitiful glances of the church folk, many of my brothers and sisters think I am settling for a lesser version of God's will, a sadder, lonelier life than what God intended for me. In fact, I am wholeheartedly engaging life, serving my God with loyalties undivided. I feel nothing less than blessed.

Although I love my life, I am making a sacrifice. The idea of spending the rest of my life without sex ... well, that is a hard reality to bear. Also, I admit that, in fits of girlishness, I have indulged in imagining who my perfect match would be—what that big, strong, humble, God-fearing man would be like. I have the occasional weak moment, moments of doubt or frustration.

Neither the pitiful glances nor the moments of doubt have led me to question my decision. Somehow Jesus makes celibacy seem like such a good deal. "'I tell you the truth,' Jesus said to them, 'no one who has left home or wife or brothers or parents or children for the sake of the kingdom of God will fail to receive many times as much in this age and, in the age to come, eternal life'" (Luke 18:29-30). In this life, I choose Jesus and gladly follow His lead wherever we may go. I believe that whatever I give up will be restored to me in ways I cannot possibly fathom. For now, I will continue to pursue celibacy as a spiritual discipline and an act of sacrificial worship, giving cheerfully from what I have to a God who has given me everything.

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Nico A. commented…

Stacey, thanks for having the courage to "put yourself
out there" on this topic. I think you said some very good things about the
Single Life. I'm a part of a group of men from different Christian traditions
who are living single for the Lord. Your reasons for celibacy certainly
resonated with me.

I think celibacy is a lost charism in our modern church and
that it's good that people are speaking of it positively. The kingdom of God
needs men and women to live their marriages radically for the Lord. There is
also a need for men and women to choose to forgo marriage for the sake of that
same kingdom. Together these two distinct ways of living out one's call to discipleship
witness to the One whose Word is true. There's something about the celibate
call that speaks a different voice into this material world and points to the
kingdom to come where there is neither marrying nor giving in marriage. (Matt
22:30)

Oneother thing Id add to this conversation. The call
to live single is a gift that God gives to some but not to most. This means
that we should not see this way of responding to Gods call as somehow superior
or higher than the call to being married. Im not sure that God gives higher
and lower calls to his sons and daughters. But Im fairly sure that he gives
different kinds of gifts in order to strengthen the body. And like all gifts
from the Lord, they reflect the love and power of the giver, not so much the
worthiness of the recipient. The call to live single is a gift given to some to
live a particular way that points to God differently than marriage might. In the
proclamation of the Good News to those around us, it makes sense to me that
there should be some diversity that reflects the majesty of the One who calls

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Elaine_claussen commented…

feelthat life is so complex that itis hardto go throught it all with one person!!!!!!!!!!

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Lyndellis5 commented…

Thanks for sharing this article. No matter if a person is single or married the goal of life is to glorify God and find happiness in Him. :)

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Lyndellis5 commented…

Karen, thanks so much for being honest. I know so many people who are not honest about where they are or their challenges with marriage. It leads singles to believe that there are no challenges in marriage and it's like the fairytales on tv. I am fortunate to have friends who are honest about married life so I value it. They don't do it to bash their spouse, but to be transparent in community. As one body in Christ, I think we need to not wear so many masks and just be real. Maybe not bearing all of our souls, but definately being honest without hurting a family member. So thanks. I pray God blesses you and your family. :)

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CW commented…

This is a great perspective that many young men and women need to hear. It is encouraging to read of another person valuing the worth of the single life.

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